sapuan & hafizah

picnic date

2006-02-27T21:47:00.000-08:00

I wanna watch tt FINAL DESTINATION 3 movie!! EeeerRRgghh!! But i just cant spare de time! Wan is werking, im werking & arif is also werking! Fcuk man! guess, i am going to grab its pirated CD*evil me* hahaxx. Tot of watching it dis thurs but too bad den, i've got ma own plan =) Had a picnic date with Wan. Mizz spending precious time with hym. Well, our episode are going to end soon & we wanna make de best out of it =) Sayang euu`. So, im kinda excited to go fer a picnic with hym coz i usually go with Arif. hehexx. k la, gtg. Im off to werk. CHEERS!

werk in palong

2006-02-24T19:11:00.000-08:00

had ma first pay in hotel rendezvous yesterdae. Kinda mizz blogging actualli. hehexx. Im off todae coz i have ma dance practise later around 6 in de evening & tt was de reason why i can blog todae! =) As fer ma dance prac, luckily de location was not going to be at de esplanade. Instead, its at hougang. Hmm. Near ma place aite! Gonna take ma own sweet time. hehex.

Wanna noe wat? I called maself an OWL coz ma werking time is onli between 6pm to 11pm onwards. funny rite. hahaxx. Now i was put to werk in de bar instead of de coffee house. Kinda cool ar . Get to drink all de drinks der coz ma captain is de gerek - gerek type. thks Lournon! But during weekends, i will be place in de coffee house coz they need more manpower. Weekends mah, more ppl.

i've got aim dis vintage blazer in CHOMEL. Its affordable fer me. Gonna get tt soon & together with that Emily's Strange Wallet!!! I believe, im gonna take a part time job in de morning. Probably in a factory or a kindergaten teacher. Haizz, i cant survive with onli ma part time night job at tt hotel. Poly gonna start soon leh, more CRAVE fer SHOP-SHOP-SHOP

= more $$$ is WANTED!! I need to survive!! =)

Wan, our last episode gonna end soon, but bear in mind tt i will make full use of it to end it with sweet memories. I believe tt euu` too want it rite. No one can stop tt. Gonna miz euu`. SH.

happy Valentine's Day

2006-02-14T19:00:00.000-08:00

wats up fer Valentine's day .. Lets recap =)
14th Febuary 2006

Had ma flowers in de afternoon. Sayang brought it together with a present to me at ma doorstep. Its a rose! Finally, i got maself a rose! Wanna noe wat, Arif was BLUSHING! He felt soo de malu coz dis was his first time giving me flowers! Cute aite? =) Thks honey. I also got a bracelet from SurfBabe. There's ROXY locket. It must be sum kind of ROXY thingy. Once again, thks ayang. BUT BUT BUT!! After he went to Pan Pac to collect his last pay, I met him at Doudby Ghout Platform fer Valentine Lunch. =) Had it at Pizza HUT. We ate de Love Berry DElight. I just love de pizza coz its in a heart shape! Cool huh! Met Atiqah from Evss as she's de service crew der. Nice mitting ya! Happy werking aite!

His love remains strong after all had happen & tt opened my eyes. Its him, onli him, ma soulmate. My Romeo.

Since i also started werk on Valentine's day, I had a gud start. Compare de service standard to Pan Pac, Pan Pac has a betta tip top service.Pan Pac is a great werking place. Its a gud hotel but still, they have to manage de management der coz itz making their own associates run away from der! Pan Pac offer big $$$ + lots of werking hours BUT STILL! Since its big $$$, u may never leave de place without any PROBLEM! Haiz. My werking environment der was ok. Lots of Filipino associates. Im de onli malay gal. In Pan Pac, i used to serve "ANGMO" de most but in Rendezvous, Its more to local! But still, just do ma werk. No one will disturb me. =) As i had it on Valentine' s dae to start ma job, Strait Cafe @ Rendezvous had a SLAMMED! Its was full house continuously for 3 hrs! The queue was soo de "melampau". Pwee. Wat a day i had. =) But de gud thingy bout Rendezvous coffee house, it has a good influence environment unlike Pan Pac.

htl rendezvous

2006-02-13T08:19:00.000-08:00

hey guys! Gud news! & i guess, i wanna break it now! I got a job! Its fer real lor !Its at Hotel Rendezvous. =) I've been longing fer dis moment . DUH! Its bcoz, it has been a "boring" time spent at home.haizz. Asyik-asyik tgk jam kat dinding je. mendak lol. Wanna noe fer wat? Just to make sure tt the time is ticking fast coz i wanna sleep sleep sleep zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz juz to wait fer a new dae to start. Love to be in ma la-la werld. =) Believe it or not, eversince i tender from Pan Pac, I have not been sticking ma ass at home. Im out! Everydae! Probably im used with ma werking life before thus, sitting at home fer a dae just seems to be a nightmare fer me. Realli! Tt's fer sure! Now, glad tt im back to Square One! Being in a hotel line doing Service as waitress. $6/hr. Not tt bad after all. From dis hourly basis, last Dec, i earned $1400 +++ . Cool huh! Gonna save more $$$ coz ma Crave list has been updated todae! hehexx.
One of ma crave list was to save $$$ to buy a laptop fer maself. Well, its fer ma poly actuali =) But since Pan pac FcUk me up just like tt, haizzz .. tergantung la hasrat ku. But Allah tu maha pemurah. Rezeki biza dtg dari mana aja si. bicara indon ya non? hahaxx Wanna noe y i said tt ? Coz ma aunt,wak Na, called me & said dis to me de dae after i received ma result, "Kakak, just think of wat u want k & tell me wat izzit coz dis is de way fer me to congrats u. " I was very happy!!! Too Delighted. My heart jump jump jump fer JOY! At last! Part of ma burden has gone. Tot of asking fer mp4 but.. Nah! Its not useful in de long run. Thus, tt was wen i made up ma mind to have a laptop! Cool rite. =)
Plus! Since im off to werk tml at 5pm, mitting Arif at 3.30 at PS fer Valentine Lunch. =) He said tt he's cuming over at 1.30 first at ma doorstep to give me ma Valentine Gift & den off to pan pac to collect his last pay. But i wonder, y not give me tt gift at 3.30pm instead? hmm. He said tt " I have ma own reasons, sayang ". well, ok den. i believe he noes wat his doing. He's big enough to tink aite. Love u sayang. Btw, Happy Valentine Day.

23 daes left

i pass

2006-02-12T08:33:00.000-08:00

I pass ma o's.Finally & im damn glad. alhamdullilah. 19 points. Im just so glad & proud of maself. The points tt i obtained was never a lie aite. I passed all ma subjects. This result just shows tt, with ur active commitment in CCA & love thingy, ur still able to make it ONLY if u focus. Thus now, me & arif proved it! cool! The result tt i took last fridae was fer ma dad too. Coz tt dae was his b'dae. uhuh. Cool present rite. Save $$$ but it cost me a yr of brain damaged & torture just to produce a good result. hahaxx. C'mon, its fer ma own gud. Now i can see who is going to have de last laugh. Its me! coz "patek" nw u have no more werds to say aite, b*tch!! ehem ehem.. 1, 2, 3 .. ready to laugh? HAAHAHAHA HIIHIHIHIHUHUHUHUHU!!!!! puas aku! *evil me* who cares!

Had de most longing date yesterdae! I went out wif ZAki! Mizz him. He asked me out fer a date!! & its was a GREEN LIGHT! I agreed! it has been 1 yr+ eversince we went out together. To me, in all DCsion making, onli i can make it. No one else. No one. I wanna enjoy maself! Y must u be stopped by ur very own guy just to meet ur old frewn or dear frewn? make sense to u? Gud. If not,think about it. Its our life. No controls.

In life, either u make it or u break it.

So.. About yesterdae, went to have lunch, catch a movie, play pool & see firewerks! & chill at esplanade roof terrace. The firewerks! was de sOO romantic lol! He was just as sweet as b4 =) He told me tt he got a surprise fer me at nite. My mind was totally clueless! Bt still, Xpecting gud from him. The movie ends at 2100hrs & zaki rushed me to de mrt coz he said " U!its gonna be. Nanti 9.30 da lambat.. " I was totally clueless. In ma mind, " ape sak yg 9.30?? " But wen we reached at esplanade, under de scence of firewerks, we gripped each other & walk towards it.
i'm.we're
Mesmerizing it.
De feeling tt came across de whole scene was.
Old time frewn. Old time crush.Old time sweetheart.

pan pac guest + media frim offer

2006-02-06T21:45:00.000-08:00

Went out wif ma mom to accompany her fer her interview at New Industrial Road. Actualli, its very near with ma house. Just 3 bus-stops away. After tt, we head down to Takashimaya fer ma Interview. I had a media firm interview. =) Its not a modelling thingy. I was selected on de streets & thus called down fer an interview. Well,who noes its gonna be ur turn next to be stopped in de middle of nowhere at Orchard Rd!=)

I was selected to be a freelance thingy fer de agency. I do not need to pay a single cent to dem coz they'll be sending me to a 6 session grooming course. Its a 1 1/2 hr/session. i will be taught how to manage cat walks, do professional makeup, photographs & manage gud poses. Cool rite. De whole course cost $2000! But de thingy is, i do not need to pay a single cent. BUT! i need to have 2 personal items with me fer de course. That is a pair of 3 inch high heels! OMG! Penat n aku tk biase lol!! The Next item is ma make up powder fer all de photograph. It cost me $550! Its a product tt's imported from US. Haiz. I told Shirley ( de lady tt interview me ) tt i need time until i get a job. btw, her english speaking was just . POWWERR!

She said, " Sure, all we want is fer u to go fer de session to prepare urself fer our agency n thus, having to get more clients n assisgnments fer urself benefits & also de company". Thus, i said," Orite,thks fer de offer, i just need time to prepare maself which includes ma mentality & also de money." so,wat u tink? She said to me dis too, "I believe its kinda expensive fer u to purchase de product. But wats de cost compared to wats de company paying fer you is much more higher. Plus,once u get an assignment, u'll get paid n tt is when ur money tt u pay fer ur make up will be paid back." Make sense rite?=) hehexx.Its a gud oppurtunity fer me but never fall in a trap. Prevention is better den cure rite?

I dun wish to tink it hard coz now im saving money fer ma next institution cost n not fer tt thingy. It wil cum 2nd wen i have Extra income.Well, result is dis cuming fridae. WOoW! it just gives me a shiver! OMG! bless me. I wanna bring back de old skol daes. Wear ma comfy uniform n wait fer de FcubAs at kedai nonya lol. haizz. mizz u guys.

De next Funny n unexpected story was dis.hehexx =) I just find it funny. But its de fact. After i went to Takashimaya, i went to Far East to have me luch with ma mom tau.. After dat we tot of going to CK tangs.But sumthing stopped us wen we passed by Mariott Hotel Coffee house. Der's dis 4 Black man or shall i say, " negro man " waving at me n wanting me to enter de coffee house. I tot he was referring to other ppl but i stood still wen he mention dis " hafizah, cum here".. I was like shocked! I tried to recalled him n at last i rang de bell, He's ma Guest in Pan pacific hotel! One of de guest tt dined in Summer House! Of course i do not came up to him instead i just gave a wave back n a smile. Well, Its surprising tt he cud still recognise me wen im in civilian. But de most surprising thingy was, He followed me n ma mom! he stopped me. I made a friendly introduction between him n ma mom. He asked me weather im still werking der & der i go, i told wat a FUCKING place SUmmer house can be . He was shocked. He offer me n ma mom fer lunch in Mariott Hotel coffee house but sorry paul, we have to make a move coz i have appointment with aini + mish + wan. He key in ma hp number n he will ask me out fer Dinner. Cool rite. N wen de time cums, i want him to bring me to Summer House fer Dinner! Tt's it! It Jude is der.. GCC card confirm MEREPEK! try me! hahaxx.. i luv ma guest n ma guest luvs me tapi de management FUCK UP! It just make ma dae wen ma own guest recognise me fer ma service. Pathetic SUmmer House@!

motorola n twilo

2006-02-04T19:56:00.000-08:00

Believe it anot. Ma arif bought fer me a MOTOROLA V3! thks sayang. hehexx. Just miz to be in his arms. =) ala,i will forever miss him. =)

Last fridae, i went to Denvers home ground to start ma 1st practice. i have always want to persue ma cheerleading interest. Shall i say tt i did not werk out coz they have enough ppl fer de cuming cheerobics. Hey,Im cool leh, coz ders always another chance tt cums along de way + i make new pals tt was not "STuck-up" . But tt nite, Farid, Elfi & nisa, wants me to hang out wif dem at esplanade ground de next dae to join their dance practice. Well, kinda shocking but hey, y not i give it a try rite.

So yesterdae, Effervescence had their practice at denvers ground & i was there just to see Khalil's routine fer de team. My session with dem will be next sat coz im handling de dance routine.Ders a guy tau in Effervescence. COOL KAN! =)

ARd 1.15pm after de training, i met wan. Had lunch with him. Actualli i planned to have lunch with aini + wan + min, But sumthing just came up. Dun worry aini, i will make up again with ya & i believe we have agreed to went out fer dinner after we take our result. That will be euu`+ me+ mish +arif. Wat a double date! Actualli, ma situation with aini is just like a mirror image. We went tru thin n thick together.luv u gal.

Thus, after lunch i head down to esplanade ground alone. Had ma practice n hey! im in de team. its "TwiLO". Actualli, its a club name in new York. Therefore will tells tt i will be "burning" ma time every sat at esplannade ground floor fer dance prac. every sat evening. Its not fer DanceWorks aite. Its fer de upcuming suntec competiton. Still! i will not miss dis yr DanceWorks! + also Cheerobics! cant wait fer Ev performance. good luck guys.

hotels

2006-01-31T20:18:00.000-08:00

Todae i woke up at 5.45am in de morning just to send ma sis to skol! N tt was a last minute call!Ma mom woke me up in de middle of nowhere. interupt me enjoying ma la-la werld onli.WTF! Im fully geared to go fer a couple of interview todae coz im just sick n tired sitting at home.it just make ma head spinning! stress! not due to ma mom nag or wat. Coz im used to be out in de day n be home late nite lol Mcm membesarkan bontot je kat rumah. I just miss ma night life wen im werking in hotel. Miss those times whr i reached home between 2-3 am. Well, tt was wen i need to sneak into de house like a burglar! REALLI! But still, i kena caught twice by ma mom due to de NOISES tt was made by ma gate n door. DUH!haizz. Its just de unlucky morning fer me.Tt includes ma frequent absence in de house. COz, i'll reached home early in de morning n went to werk tt morning too. & tt kept on going until de dae i tender. =) Orite den, enough fer wat has happen. Dis fridae i haev fixed 2 interviews at 2 hotels. Swissotel Merchant Court & Regent Singapore. I believe tt i'll get tt job coz first, i have called & der's vacancies n no such thingy as " wait fer call "

Thus, i guess i still wanna step out from de house. Probably mitting min,arip pizang,ayol n wan at bowen sec. Coz Wan is cuming down to mentor his band practice. Afterall, Band is not a WORST CCA. HEY! i got tt concept due to EVSS "slow" band aite. Plus, i tot of calling miss Delia. I wanted to open back de Cheer national thingy fer speech dae. I believe they are not going fer de Cheerobics. haiz. Wat a waste.

gadoh ngan wan

2006-01-30T21:03:00.000-08:00

Has an argument with wan. Its soo irrational. Hate to talk about it coz i hang up in de middle of nowhere. Yes! i can be de type tt can be very understanding, adorable, sweet & more. But still! Im a teenager. Often make all sorts of funny funny decision. Well, i wanna have fun. Enjoy with ma pals here & der. I noe ma limits k. I hate ma decision to be made by ma guy. Usually i'll inform dem wat i am going to do But sad to say, i dun ask fer their permission. HEY! wake up! Even ma mom dun care who im with as long as im fine. Its true la if i wanna be in a relation, i must commit maself. But how am i suppose to commit if ma guy had start out de relation with a lie. I can sound OK but still, its ppl feelings k! Wanna noe wens de time to get down with a serious relationship? To me, im gonna do dat once im 20. Coz i wanna get engange wen im 24. Its not about thinking far or wat. In life, we plan. Only HIM will plan our destiny. Its a mixblessing if a guy had me. I may be hard to be handle but i always gave ma guy a solution. & arif did dis & he made it. The solution is, ma guy has to be ma BestFrewn, my Brother, my Enemy & also ma Lover. If wan can be dis, im probably gonna be OK. But still, tt does not gurantee it will save de relation. As i believed, Trust can always be made once. Only once. But now, It has all shattered. Shattered.

i have love euu`^{its has been only u. Onli u.}

2006-01-30T21:01:00.000-08:00

i just love yesterdae. Tt's all i got to say. Happy B'dae Fatin. Thks dear.

2006-01-30T09:21:00.001-08:00

tt pic looks like im a GALAH! soo tall sgt!!
fizCHUB =)

2006-01-30T09:21:00.000-08:00

Its uss` again .. life is full of Surprises !!
fizCHUB =)

2006-01-30T09:20:00.001-08:00

mish euu` !!
fizCHUB =)

2006-01-30T09:20:00.000-08:00

Here we are at Scotts Coffee Bean .. It has been a Great time der ...
fizCHUB =)

2006-01-30T09:19:00.000-08:00

Hello ... here i am otw to meet arif pisang, wan, min n aini at Kovan ... PEACE!
fizCHUB =)

2006-01-30T09:18:00.000-08:00

Had dis first pose in de bus ... wanna see de ediiited version of it ??.. see ma friendster lol =) its cool!
fizCHUB =)

2006-01-30T09:17:00.002-08:00

Yummy Yummy .. Slurp Slurp!
fizCHUB =)

2006-01-30T09:17:00.001-08:00

Smiley Smiley! On de way to Arif's place ...
fizCHUB =)

2006-01-30T09:17:00.000-08:00

See wats up dear ... !
fizCHUB =)

2006-01-30T09:13:00.002-08:00

Here i am " lepak " at fatin's room ...
fizCHUB =)

2006-01-30T09:13:00.001-08:00

Here's our VICTIM fer de dae!! Yummy Yummy .. Ha our pasta, pure chocolate, nut brownie n white choclate dream ice blended! = ) Well, u sud noe whr im referring to aite? Its at Coffee Bean At Clary Quay!
fizCHUB =)

2006-01-30T09:13:00.000-08:00

I looked FAT~ eerrgg ... Chubby Chubby Fizah !
fizCHUB =)

2006-01-30T09:11:00.000-08:00

Here we are at clark quay! Last pic fer a dae ...
fizCHUB =)

sundae....so dull

2006-01-29T05:17:00.000-08:00

Im Excited! Sharmini, ma cadet called me up to inform me there'll be a NCC CAMP dis march! hmm. im kinda excited lol . Cant wait to book in & de best part is.. If its a combined camp, Arif will be der! Just miss how things were to be before everything changes. Just miss sch & ncc I have been hearing dis tau, tt now east view is like PRISON! really ar?? first, i met sufyan. He told me tt der's a chg der DM n its a lady. De name is Miss Santa. hehexx.. Santa Clause lol =) According to sufyan, no such thing as COLOURED SHOES! all white lol . pwee,luckily we're de last lucky batch. Hold it der! Ders more! The most unexpected thing was, Sharmini told me tt gurls are supposed to wear WHITE coloured bra ??? & dis was stated in de handbook!! Its fer sure! WTF! kelakar tk?? mcm prison btol sak.. Orite enough fer sch stuff aite, Valentines cuming. Have u decided who's gonna be ur V.A.L.E.N.T.I.N.E ?? As fer me, i will not decide who's gonna be ma lucky prince unless i get a JOB! i wanna a job! Pathetic Pan Pacific! U play punk wif me! WTF! haizz.. GerrRRRamm! but still, wat's past is past k. =) Waitting fer Sheraton towers & Goodwood HTL call. But Still on tues, im going to attack other hotels. tt's fer sure! i need de $$ fer ma upcuming institution expenses!! Tot of signing up fer mandarin class which opens dis 6th feb but how m i suppose to sign up wen im jobless n ma bank acct amt is $oooo . rite? In Singapore, No $$ NO life. Howeva, ma crave fer tt motorola V3 kept burning . dun worry fiza,u will get tt hp..soon!

who m i

2006-01-28T06:58:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, i just wonder ... Who am i to arif n wan ? I just wonder. Wats love? It just feeds me & these ppl pain, hurts, pain, hurts & more pain ... That's all ... If only love contains JOY , HAPPINESS & FUN ... ppl will live in peace .. Juz peace.. To me, l.o.v.e does not exists.

jude case

2006-01-28T04:38:00.000-08:00

It has been along time eversince i chat with ma fav. galfewn, fareha.. miss her alot ... i tot of writting wat happen to me fer de past 2 mths.. ( tapi penat ) BUT since i had a chat with fareha n told fareha all.. Might as well, i just post ma conversation here fer u ppl to view n read...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
gal....
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
here i am to inform u tt...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
yaR?
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
ma past blog...www.fizchub.blogspot.com is stii der...i do not erase it ...coz i want those memories to be alive...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
so...i've creat a new blog....
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Hmm. Ok.
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
New blog?
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
its . www.fizchub-last-episode.blogspot.com ... i am done with it with a new post ...ma INspriration fer tt post cums from u ....
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
just miss u guys alot ...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Yar. aku rindu korg semua. Aku try contact arep. Tapi dia tak bls pun msg aku. Hmm. Eh seriously la eh, i know korg dua da takde apa2, but dun forget me and fiza Y k. We r still friends right?
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
hey! dun mention like tt k..i n arif still on de same path...its just tt we just need a gap in a relationship...n we are still frewn...fer ur info, arif is very bz with his werk..but he never forget u guys....
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Ok nasib baik aku dgr tu. Lega sikit hati aku. Serious sey, aku igt dia da pulau kan aku semua.. Hmm. Sedih tau aku sekejap..
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Yelah, korg je yg aku rapat throughout my secondary lifes..
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
fer us...being in a relation now is a bit to fast .... But friendship will never meant to be broken...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
aku nk mintak maaf terlebih dahulu...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
actualli, i tot u n fizah y forgot me...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
im very sad n bingit ....
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
tt's y last dec, u guys didnt hear anything from me...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
i tot i wanna build new friendship with others n start things new... but now then i realise tt ... the true friends are still der...tt is u ..
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Ok. Aku ingat ko sibuk dgn ko nye kerja, thats why kitorg try not to contact ko.. Eh aku tak lupa kan korg Ok...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
heexx...glad to hear tt....
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
Money is not important k,,, werk means werk,,, but friends are everything
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
U guys are the best ppl. No matter what happened in the past, we forget abt it Ok. We just looK forward, and enjoy it. Ok, aku miss korg lagi bnyk2 lps aku dgr nie!!! Ah!! Can we hang out like what we used to do last time?
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Eh btw kan, hider ada blog..
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
woo......cool ar ....da maju dier...but i tink he hates me ...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
www.hbox-travaganzakorner.com
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
coz tt time kat chalet..aku buat perangai tk senonoh...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
i drink n smoke...dier lak tgk aku mcm nk mkn..
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Benci2 pun, we still regard each other as frens kan?
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Da la.. Jgn pikir kan sgt psl tu semua..
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
yup..glad to hear tt..
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Eh i miss ur entry la!! Hahhha. Lps da baca, wah.. lega.. hahha. Aku suka!
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
gal, ma life seems so different now..u will noe y ...just visit ma old blog before u read ma new blog...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Update often Ok
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
okies!
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
i will...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
i realli miss u all!!
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
eh! aku dgr2 rumours...result 10 feb eh?
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Ntah la fiza, aku dgr 6th feb lak, 14 la.. mcm2 aku dgr.. and buat aku nervous sey,..
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
tu la!
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
perangai la org2 nie...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Fiza, can i ask something? And u must tell me honestly Ok.
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
okies
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
i wont lie to a dear frewn like u
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
do u like ur new guy? Are u comfortable with him?
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
actualli... im ok with him..its just tt wen ma pals saw me n him...ppl like our sch mates n classmates...they just give dis " EEE.." look..n tt make me uncomfortable...i noe he has no looks but fer me..i wanna learn new things in life..tt's all...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
=)
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
y?
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
i guess...u heard alot of things rite,...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Ok. Ko tau, aku bukan hypocrite. But seriously, aku takot bila ko get into a new relationship. Aku tak nak the past repeat again. Thank god u r comfortable with him. hehhe. =)
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
i noe... thks fer ya concern..ppl like daryll n so on .... dun like him..coz they have meet ma BF during chalet ... aku kena condem rabak2...thus, taking ma result at skol just tells me tt... im gonna face shit again coz ppl will ask n ask stupid ques...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Pekak kan telinga je. Ignore them .
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
but de major thing is dis.... r u all ok with maDcsion,...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
if i get ur support...im gonna be fine....
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
We r Ok with it, if u feel comfortable with him.
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
all dis while i tot ppl totally condem me... until last 2 daes i receive a testi from ashwini..n she gave a lot of support to never regret in wat Dcsion i did... N todae.. ma heart jump with joy if u dun condem me...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Hahha. Lol. Diorg condem2 ko, ko ignore je. Btw, ko da dpt keje lom?
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
blm...cant be bother ....do u realli wanna noe wat happen at ma werk place.tt i cant werk...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Ah, asal ko berhenti?
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
one of de supervisor ask me fer SCANDAL! there's one nite tau..he bring me out fer DRINK..aku pon ikot flow ar coz he said tt he wanna tok to me about werk..but i ended up at a STAIRCASE kena raba-raba!
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
What? SERIOUS? eWW... i am having goosebumps right now...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Eee Then apa ko buat
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
luckily ma frewn,aini, saw tt... she kept a close watch...aku da mcm kene RAPE sak!
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Asal supervisor ko mmc gitu sey.. Teruk nye..
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
he told me la..tt he will give me more werking time fer me to earn moree $$ coz i told him tt i need to cover ma sisters nye skooling expenses... tapi de next dae wen he saw SApuan fetch me from werk n hold me hands rite infront of his eyes...de NEXT dae wen i went to werk...he play punk with ma SCHEDULE! he onli put me to werk onli in de morning! no more overtime fer me!!!
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
of coz aku bingit kan...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Yar la. Teruk nye..
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
so i play punk with him ar ...i never turn ur to werk ar n i com to werk late quite often....
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
SApuan has been werking der fer more den 3 yrs...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Aku tak sangka ada supervisor mcm gini eh.. take advantage sey..
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
tu la...he is using his authority tau...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Tak lodge a complaint?
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
den,,,,recently he scold n scream ar me saying tt Sapuan has chg his werking attitude eversince he's wuth me...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
*with
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Wth sey.. mepek ar..
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
n dis guy is very very very close with ma BOSS...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
so aper lagi kan...he cycho ma BOSS ar ....
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
thus, instead of me being terminated n have a bad record...i tender n resign...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
yar la.. Mesti dia buat gitu nye.. Nak jaga pangkat dia la, name dia la.. dia cina ke melayu?
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
dier INDIA SERANI!! da ader bini + 2 young daughters
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
im just his next victims...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Tak tau malu sak. Aku mcm nak ptg buah dia ..
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Kasi dia mandul
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
wen i wanna resign..i had a quarrel wif him pe....
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
tapi he told all ma Galfrewn der another story...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Perangai tak senonoH sey.. Da de bini, perangai mcm binatang.. Tak tau malu ke..
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
dier kate la..yg aku kasi dier RESIGNATION LETTER (which i DON'T) ..tapi he tried to persuade me not to quit but i insist...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
wen i heard tt from am werk mate..i was like FCUK!
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Mcm2 ar nie keling.. bnyk putar belit.. then ble ko quit, parents ko tak tanya?
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
he twist de stiry to save his sturo...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
*story
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
tanye/...i didnt tell ma mom de truth...ko nk mampos..nanti BIG ISSUE! soo..i just say tt, ma supervisor tried to ask me out but wen he cant get...he play punk with me...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
now im jobless....
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Ok. Is he desperate? Eh disgusting sey.. Keling tau.. samer mcm bangla.. hahha. Perogol..
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
i've send ma application to a couple of hotels...just waitting fer call now..
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
tu la...
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
im just another victim...
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well says:
Oo Ok.. Hopefully ko get a job soon
* fiz'CHUB * insanity kills de brat says:
thks gal..

ur not forgotten

2006-01-27T22:13:00.000-08:00

I have kept low profile coz im just lost since last yr dec .. alot of things has rush tru n w/o i realizing tt i have lost a touched of ma old frewn.. Browsing tru fareha's blog has realli made me feel tt i've lost sumthing in life.. Sumthing tt just went missing instantly de moment i step out from de comfy uniform & de old skol gate ... i guess, i miss ma laughter ... The laughter i had with ma pals ... The laughter tt i do not owe it now ... I crave fer it to come back ... Plz make those daes alive ... Once more ... Just once more
@ Shall i say dis was those times .. Fcubas ALIVE!! Taken in de MRT otw to Simei.. We're actualli doing out CIP! DUH! use to hate tt .. but now, i miss it alot ... i mean it ...

@ Remember him ?? hahax... Ma Geog teacher,MR Aw .Took dis pic during Racial Harmony. He's HOT! =) He use to have a very complicated way to teach his students. But still at de end of 5 yrs in learning GEOG, at last we got wat he meant all dis while... & tt was de moment we sat fer our O level papers . JUst miss ur "mindmap" =)

@ This one also was 1 of ma precious memories . Had de Fcubas outing to East Coast! That was wen Apek kena bully with us! hahaxx.. Used to call him Tasha due to his "SoftNess" =) well, I'm still happy tt he's still a GUY n not a GAY. That's ma boy! Actualli, we wanted to snap a pic fer de 4 of us BUT u see la, Apek just ignore it. We're just like crazy buds ..

@ Cool pose huh. PEACE! While we were posing fer dis pose under a tunnel, a family was actualli waitting fer us just to finish our snap before they could actualli walked past! =) Apek took dis pic. He was just a good photo taker. Tapi prasan tk.. Der's a gap beteween fareha n us. hehexx.. well, de pic was meant to be like tt =)

@Cute kan dis PIC! =) Had ice cream at parkway. Fareha muka tk nk maintain sei .. =) Smile ladies!

@Aper dier Fareha? Comot eh =) She's just loud! But its Double de impact if the forces has combined .. Fareha + Fizah Y = LOUD SPEAKER !!!

@ If im not wrong is pic was taken in 2004 during EVSS arts Nite. The 3 of us was der to see Apek perform Dikir Barat =) + Marina performance & also STD ... Proud of ma guy =) Dis pic was originally small but i guess i have tried ma best to enlarge dis.

@ Its coffee BEAN TIME!! Still remember those crazy times?? After our CIP, we hang out at coffee bean using tt Evil $$ =) tt's our dirty little secret! Had ma Pure Chocolate ice Blended + whip cream .. YUMMY!!

@ Before i end de FCUBAS memories, dis was de best pic taken ... No one can even has dis pose! CHARLIE ANGELS alive!!!

@Dis has been one of ma massive relation . Cool ppl all around de clock . Picture taken at Pasir Ris interchange while we were doing out CIP!=)

@Tarmizee!! miss him alots! alot! alot!! Picture taken in a restraunt, Magic WOK at white sands . Had our Dinner der after CIP & believe me.. tt was a joyous one =) Btw, Fareha wat are u toking tu ?? =)

@ LEPAK! we were at TOWN fer CIP again!!

@ Frewns Forever was wat we promised. But we never tot tt it meant to be broken. Miss u guys. Hatred aside. Reza, miz u too =)

itz me again in different dimension

2006-01-27T19:18:00.000-08:00

hey ... i believe u guys have been waitting fer quite a long time fer ma post ... = ) well, here i am presenting ma present ...